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by Crystal11
Tue Oct 06, 2020 8:10 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

It happens sometimes when I'm engrossed in an activity i.e watching a film that i'm really in to. It happens in meditation. I've noticed recently that it happens a little more then thought kicks in to explain it or describe it.
by Crystal11
Tue Oct 06, 2020 7:07 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

Does "you" come from nowhere, not lasting for long, dissapear to nowhere?
There definately are times when the sense of me disappears, to where I do not know.
by Crystal11
Tue Oct 06, 2020 2:46 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

Hi Kento What do you mean by same nature?
by Crystal11
Mon Oct 05, 2020 10:33 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

Ok, I sound appeared and it lasted for 10-20 secs, then thought appeared it lasted 10sec say, then the movement and sensation of breathing appeared it lasted then it disappeared. It's like they came in to focus and disappeared or faded in to the background.
by Crystal11
Mon Oct 05, 2020 4:51 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

What is it that makes it present?

I don't really know, i.e thoughts, sensations, sounds, breathing flow or appear and disappear on their own.
by Crystal11
Mon Oct 05, 2020 2:50 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

If you discard everything you learned before, what is it that's present? Don't try to push aside thoughts, but just listen, not believing in them I took some time to inquire, `I closed my eyes and a black and reddish colour with ripples was present, breathing was present, sound was present, movemen...
by Crystal11
Sun Oct 04, 2020 5:15 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

If you are really precise about "seeing, hearing, sensing, perceiving," is there something called "awareness," separate from them, that observes? I'm not saying there isn't, but rather proposing an opportunity to investigate. Are the perceiver and the perceived separate, or different? When I investi...
by Crystal11
Sun Oct 04, 2020 11:01 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

Yes, I'm left with, what is seeing, hearing, sensing, perceiving - these seem like an awareness of life, objects, thougthts, smells, noise, ideas. I really don't know anymore
by Crystal11
Sun Oct 04, 2020 8:45 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

Sorry 😐 meant to say it is not concrete. I can’t touch it and find it.
by Crystal11
Sat Oct 03, 2020 9:01 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

Please describe how you "looked at your direct experience." Hi I close my eyes, searched for what is here now there is a black reddish flickering colour, there were thoughts and an awareness of the flickering colour and thoughts. Based on your question, is the awareness concrete, based on observati...
by Crystal11
Sat Oct 03, 2020 3:53 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

Do you still believe something called "awareness" exists as something concrete or lasting, permanent? You're making me question my belief on awareness :-) The truth is if I look at my direct experience I can't find an awareness that is concrete, lasting or permanent. So the answer to your question ...
by Crystal11
Sat Oct 03, 2020 9:41 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

When I search for it in the now as you said, I can't find awareness, it has no place, no location, it is not something that can be found or located in one particular place.
by Crystal11
Fri Oct 02, 2020 5:49 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

I see black and specs of white
by Crystal11
Fri Oct 02, 2020 5:28 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

Yes I see black colour
by Crystal11
Fri Oct 02, 2020 4:53 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please
Replies: 63
Views: 973

Re: Hello, I'm looking for a guide, please

With my eyes closed thoughts of the colour appeared then disappeared and then an image of the colour appeared then disappeared. With my eyes closed the colour is no longer in my awareness or my attention is no longer on it.

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