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by skb
Fri Nov 06, 2020 3:38 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

But there is still a feeling of ownership of that state or a tie in to me somehow even though I can't find any evidence of me. There's just some belief in there I'm having a hard time recognizing the untruth of. What is this "feeling"? How is it perceived? This is something I'm having a really hard...
by skb
Wed Nov 04, 2020 1:14 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

Hey Kento, sounds good :) Lets take a look. Who is the one that is disrupted? I'm don't know. It's like the state of open unfocused and wide attention is disrupted. But there is still a feeling of ownership of that state or a tie in to me somehow even though I can't find any evidence of me. There's ...
by skb
Mon Nov 02, 2020 7:02 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

Ok Scott, my question was, Is "just being" something existing apart from thoughts, perceptions, etc and the "selfing"? Ah whoops, I misinterpreted your question. I'm still not totally clear on what you're asking but I'll give it a shot. It doesn't feel like something existing apart from everything ...
by skb
Sun Nov 01, 2020 1:44 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

Is "just being" something existing apart from thoughts, perceptions, etc and the "selfing"? Yes they are something very different. Being is clear, it’s open, relaxed, peaceful, empty and available. Thoughts etc bubble up into being until there’s focusing on them but they’re two very different thing...
by skb
Thu Oct 29, 2020 7:27 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

Hey :) Is "just being" something existing apart from thoughts, perceptions, etc and the "selfing"? Yes and no. It seems "just being" is always present where as thoughts and perceptions seem to arise and fade away so there is a separation while "just being" is happening and thinking etc isn't, and th...
by skb
Thu Oct 29, 2020 5:45 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

Would you like to actually observe and describe what was found? So I was observing last night and it looked like that in each and every moment there is just "being" prior to everything else. Just being seems to be prior to the thoughts, perceptions, etc and the "selfing" that occurs. So if one can ...
by skb
Mon Oct 26, 2020 6:42 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

Sorry for the slow response. I haven't been staying at my actual home so my routine has been all thrown off for the last few weeks. But I want to keep with this consistently so it's my top priority at the moment to do this work. There isn't much thinking in the it being outside of me, if I don't thi...
by skb
Thu Oct 22, 2020 8:14 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

I wouldn't say it's lousy that it's outside at all. It's actually kinda nice. It feels in a way like everything sort of comes from out there. It's like it's all part of my experience and the thoughts arise the same way a sound might. They just sort of come to me.
by skb
Thu Oct 22, 2020 6:36 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

See lots of thoughts about things happening here? :) Who is the one that knows these? Haha yeah lots of thinking after the fact. Who does know these? My insides kinda quietly yell out "ME" when I ask that question but then where is that me? This time, don't think over it, but just point to the plac...
by skb
Tue Oct 20, 2020 8:33 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

Without thoughts again things just are as they are and there's no self required for seeing to happen. Me seems to exist after the seeing when the thinking happens. Who is the one that knows all this? Good question. Hmm what is knowing this. I actually don't know if I truly know (or believe) the abo...
by skb
Mon Oct 19, 2020 8:36 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

What if life becomes more difficult? That was, to say the least, part of my experience; as it forces you to face issues that is revealed by that realization. And what if there are no "next step" or "personal development" at all? Would you still want to know truth? Yes for sure. I'm okay if difficul...
by skb
Mon Oct 19, 2020 6:51 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

Where does this want come from? Are the fruits of this inquiry an end in itself, or do you expect it to bring something pleasurable to you? I think I expect it to bring some kind of realization. I don't know if I expect it to bring me pleasure but I do expect it to bring some sort of clarity or und...
by skb
Sun Oct 18, 2020 5:31 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

Hey! Sorry for the absence. How do I perceive the larger self? It’s like when I look my mind goes pretty blank and there’s like a translucent field around me in all directions. And I think there’s a wanting to recognize it as myself in a way. It’s like people say that once you see the truth you can’...
by skb
Sat Oct 10, 2020 10:22 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

I'm not sure a shift has happened yet. There feels to be a recognition of a larger self when I look but It's seems I may be thinking that without realizing it. Sounds great thanks so much! I really really appreciate all your guidance in this. It means a lot :) I'm deep in a project with an upcoming ...
by skb
Fri Oct 09, 2020 9:59 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Wanting to know the truth of our reality
Replies: 90
Views: 1564

Re: Wanting to know the truth of our reality

Could you elaborate on what "space of my awareness" is? Looking now its like a knowing of things happening. Or not necessarily a knowing but it's stuff happening, I just tried to look for this space of awareness to see if I could locate it and can't really find anything. There is the field of exper...

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