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by imonamission
Sat Mar 13, 2021 11:08 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: curious and open, let's play, let's see...
Replies: 25
Views: 327

Re: curious and open, let's play, let's see...

Stacy, thanks a lot for bearing with me. Finding space today and hopefully can carry it back in my morning routine next week. See how the mind wants to add a lot more to these 6 simple Actusl Experiences? Yes 1 . Is one truer than the other, and If so, which one? 2. What is here without labels? 3. D...
by imonamission
Tue Mar 09, 2021 6:07 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: curious and open, let's play, let's see...
Replies: 25
Views: 327

Re: curious and open, let's play, let's see...

hi Stacy, just to say my former lodger has moved out without further incidents and things are back to normal. I'll reply soon

BC
by imonamission
Tue Mar 02, 2021 9:43 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: curious and open, let's play, let's see...
Replies: 25
Views: 327

Re: curious and open, let's play, let's see...

Hi Stacy, Seeing a cup, simply= image/color Smelling coffee, simply = smell Feeling the warmth of the coffee cup, simply = sensation Tasting the coffee, simply = taste Hearing the spoon stirring the coffee, simply = sound Thought about drinking the coffee, simply = thought Just break down daily acti...
by imonamission
Sun Feb 28, 2021 7:49 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: curious and open, let's play, let's see...
Replies: 25
Views: 327

Re: curious and open, let's play, let's see...

hi Stacy, I've been having a very challenging week and I've had a confluence of very stressful events which will last until (I think/hope) end of monday the 8th march (a lodger in my community is having a psychotic episode and I fear for my sanity and her safety, she's meant to be living that day, a...
by imonamission
Sun Feb 28, 2021 1:17 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: curious and open, let's play, let's see...
Replies: 25
Views: 327

Re: curious and open, let's play, let's see...

Yes, that's fear. Whatever isn't love is fear. I had this realisation myself long time ago, yes, where love === presence (=== truth, beauty, enlightenment, etc) It could be fear of not existing or death. But you see, if there is no self, there has always been no self. It's not that there was a self...
by imonamission
Sat Feb 27, 2021 11:19 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: curious and open, let's play, let's see...
Replies: 25
Views: 327

Re: curious and open, let's play, let's see...

Hi Stacy, re your previous questions today I was reflecting how I don't seem to be able to "stop" or "rest" and there might be some fear below, but I can't find what the fear might possibly be of. I've got this feeling that there's something I'm not seeing or that it's much simpler than I think it i...
by imonamission
Fri Feb 26, 2021 10:39 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: curious and open, let's play, let's see...
Replies: 25
Views: 327

Re: curious and open, let's play, let's see...

hi Stacy, thanks a lot for taking the time to email me, I indeed didn't saw your replies earlier! I'm trying to find how to subscribe but will now bookmark the post for regular checking anyhow. I can and wish to post every day, in the morning. I would very, very much like to continue. I thought my n...
by imonamission
Sat Feb 06, 2021 12:08 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: curious and open, let's play, let's see...
Replies: 25
Views: 327

curious and open, let's play, let's see...

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this? That seems so obvious to me I can't imagine it being otherwise. Indeed, ever since I first heard the idea it struck me as absolutely obvious. And yet... sometimes I observe myself behaving as if I b...
by imonamission
Sat Oct 17, 2020 11:59 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 566

Re: Liberi tutti

Hi Dion, apologies
I started a 6 weeks retreat with 6h a day and I'm just too overwhelmed to do anything else
I think we'll have to abandon this thread
I might post again when it's over but at the moment I'm not feeling it

Thank you

Bc
by imonamission
Tue Sep 29, 2020 2:12 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 566

Re: Liberi tutti

apologies Dion, I got out of rhythm with the break. inquiry received and will revert when I look into it properly. many thanks!

BC
by imonamission
Mon Sep 21, 2020 6:11 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 566

Re: Liberi tutti

hi Dion,
is everything well? maybe missed my last message?

BC
by imonamission
Wed Sep 16, 2020 11:37 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 566

Re: Liberi tutti

morning Dion, thanks for your message when I manage to look a bit below the overwhelming resistance there's fear... that feeling any of those (Sadness, grief, dissatisfaction - anger feels more ok) will shatter the (already rather thin) sense of self I have left, the image that comes up is a ray of ...
by imonamission
Tue Sep 15, 2020 12:09 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 566

Re: Liberi tutti

I notice how deeply I don't want to be with my experience at the moment
If I stay with it there seems to be a lot of sadness/grief that feels very dangerous to feel

And no, dissatisfaction is not allowed either
by imonamission
Tue Sep 15, 2020 9:20 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 566

Re: Liberi tutti

Dion, Honestly quite often I find myself with a desire for non-existence, so for not feeling at all Intuitively I know the above is impossible, and so I shift to wishing for freedom to feel all without attaching to any As I write now I realise I feel confused. If things become a bit clear after medi...
by imonamission
Mon Sep 14, 2020 9:22 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 566

Re: Liberi tutti

oh, do address me as 'BC' if you wouldn't mind

BC

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