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by imonamission
Sat Oct 17, 2020 11:59 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 430

Re: Liberi tutti

Hi Dion, apologies
I started a 6 weeks retreat with 6h a day and I'm just too overwhelmed to do anything else
I think we'll have to abandon this thread
I might post again when it's over but at the moment I'm not feeling it

Thank you

Bc
by imonamission
Tue Sep 29, 2020 2:12 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 430

Re: Liberi tutti

apologies Dion, I got out of rhythm with the break. inquiry received and will revert when I look into it properly. many thanks!

BC
by imonamission
Mon Sep 21, 2020 6:11 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 430

Re: Liberi tutti

hi Dion,
is everything well? maybe missed my last message?

BC
by imonamission
Wed Sep 16, 2020 11:37 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 430

Re: Liberi tutti

morning Dion, thanks for your message when I manage to look a bit below the overwhelming resistance there's fear... that feeling any of those (Sadness, grief, dissatisfaction - anger feels more ok) will shatter the (already rather thin) sense of self I have left, the image that comes up is a ray of ...
by imonamission
Tue Sep 15, 2020 12:09 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 430

Re: Liberi tutti

I notice how deeply I don't want to be with my experience at the moment
If I stay with it there seems to be a lot of sadness/grief that feels very dangerous to feel

And no, dissatisfaction is not allowed either
by imonamission
Tue Sep 15, 2020 9:20 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 430

Re: Liberi tutti

Dion, Honestly quite often I find myself with a desire for non-existence, so for not feeling at all Intuitively I know the above is impossible, and so I shift to wishing for freedom to feel all without attaching to any As I write now I realise I feel confused. If things become a bit clear after medi...
by imonamission
Mon Sep 14, 2020 9:22 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 430

Re: Liberi tutti

oh, do address me as 'BC' if you wouldn't mind

BC
by imonamission
Mon Sep 14, 2020 9:19 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 430

Re: Liberi tutti

hello Dion, thank you very much for your message, and yes I'd like very much to accept your offer. I realised a bit too late that these answers were public and there was not much there to read, thanks for picking it up nonetheless! I know I'm somewhat dissatisfied, or at least I suspect I am since *...
by imonamission
Fri Aug 28, 2020 9:27 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Liberi tutti
Replies: 15
Views: 430

Liberi tutti

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this? I'd say that there being is no actual 'thing' in 'me' that's separated from the world outside. What are you looking for at LU? I suspect I have some incorrect views or at least questionable views or...

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