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by Kyleen17
Sun Aug 02, 2020 10:13 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

Perfect!
by Kyleen17
Sun Aug 02, 2020 6:05 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

Thanks! Tonight or tomorrow night works.
by Kyleen17
Sun Aug 02, 2020 2:36 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

Yes -it all ties in- these are the surface issues that trigger the fear/depression but if u want I can write a jyn directly on the emotions.
Alittle off topic but is breathing a direct experience?
by Kyleen17
Sat Aug 01, 2020 5:55 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

Sure. I wasn’t sure if I was allowed to post TW here. Judge your neighbor: Jason hurts me because he argues with me and blames me. I want Jason to take accountability for his actions and stop lying Jason should clean up after himself, not run away from himself I need Jason to not judge me and not ar...
by Kyleen17
Fri Jul 31, 2020 1:06 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

Had an insight while reading the gate less gate keepers was I seen that since there is no one in me controlling my thoughts and emotions even though I took responsibility and credit for it. That is the story of me. This whole time I felt like I was making decisions I really wasn’t they were being ma...
by Kyleen17
Thu Jul 30, 2020 9:34 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

Also...another side note...I’ve been recently getting a strong feeling that things are “done”. I don’t mean with this forum, I mean in life in general. Almost like it’s already completed like the life I’m living is pre-destined for instance and there is no choices I have to make. Have u ever had tha...
by Kyleen17
Thu Jul 30, 2020 9:18 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

Were you able to relax, knowing there was nothing there? Yes. It took focus though, the pull the fear has is strong as well as the pull of the stories about it. When I’m in that space it feels like it expands horizontally if that makes sense. But who is able to see the nothingness? And yes worksheet...
by Kyleen17
Wed Jul 29, 2020 10:33 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

Sat with it again. What I seen when I questioned it was that it had no answer. It is the question and the answer. They both came from the space. When I turned my attention away from my mind and to the awareness it grew and eventually most stories left (with maybe tiny whispering that I knew were not...
by Kyleen17
Tue Jul 28, 2020 7:13 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

Thank u for ur last reply. It’s helpful to remember nothing will happen before it’s supposed to. I sat with the nothingness for a little this morning. I see a black all covering space. That’s what “I” have labeled nothingness. The depressive or whatever thoughts come and go. This is as far as I got ...
by Kyleen17
Mon Jul 27, 2020 6:08 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

Got it. Thanks for explaining. Will let u know tomorrow!
by Kyleen17
Mon Jul 27, 2020 4:26 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

What exactly do u mean when u say to question the nothingness? Can u give me an example pls? Thanks💜
by Kyleen17
Sun Jul 26, 2020 8:17 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

What is the Actual Experience (Yes, through the senses) of "depression?" Umm none I’d say. When thought is not involved there is no opinion,judgement, nothing telling me I’m depressed or attaching to depressed thoughts....there is nothing What else does it take to call the experience, "depression ?...
by Kyleen17
Sun Jul 26, 2020 2:31 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

Missed this one...
What is the ACTUAL EXPERIENCE?
What is just content of thought?
Actual experience is through the senses, that correct?
When I do bring my attention to my senses, I am immediately taken out of my head(story) into present reality, its a matter of when I remember to do that
by Kyleen17
Sun Jul 26, 2020 2:27 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

Do you notice how there seems to be an "I" here? An "I" that didn't get what it wanted? And *thinks* it is depressed? Yes I am able to see the I am depressed thought is just another thought. I feel like this no-self is haunting me and when I try to get away from it ITS ALL I SEE. I feel little epis...
by Kyleen17
Fri Jul 24, 2020 8:23 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Truth Seeker
Replies: 120
Views: 4137

Re: Truth Seeker

Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? No there is no separate self. There is a body and thoughts and emotions but no one is controlling it. 2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works...

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