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by silecram
Mon Oct 10, 2011 9:31 am
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Last push is the seeing/understanding that 'i' don't have to stop, that the story doesn't has to stop, that all can just keep on playing out... and that i am nothing of it, lol it's a good feeling to be able to be beyond it all. thanks a lot Ilona for going this far with me, it was a pleasure and a ...
by silecram
Sun Oct 09, 2011 10:23 pm
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Topic: silecram, please come in.
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So let's see once again, what do you expect the liberation be/ feel like? Is there anything to gain? There is no boom and no angels gonna sing. You will not fly or loose all senses and you still chop wood carry water. Is there anything missing that isn't here already? It's just a drop of belief. Lik...
by silecram
Sun Oct 09, 2011 8:51 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: silecram, please come in.
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Is there any doubt at all in there? And what was that last push? Can you look back and tell me where was that turning point? No doubt at all here but neither sat chit ananda the i sees true itself but in my opinion this ain't liberation, it's just the i seeing it's nature, non existing... but then s...
by silecram
Sun Oct 09, 2011 10:31 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: silecram, please come in.
Replies: 33
Views: 3953

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How does the I thought feel today? Is there an entity behind it? Does I word point to anything? Do you exist? Well 'i' wakes up and feels bored, nothing to do, no thing interesting, empty 'life', failed story... so 'i' looks for fullfilment but doesn't find any :-), also hahaha, 'i' don't care, beca...
by silecram
Sat Oct 08, 2011 7:10 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: silecram, please come in.
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it feels like hahahahahaha, one big joke! :-) ... just went for a walk in nature and there was a HUGE 'I' THOUGHT in the back of the head entertaining me all way long with different I stories, one after the other... i can 'feel' or 'see' beyond there is nothing, peace, emptiness ... but this thought...
by silecram
Sat Oct 08, 2011 5:26 pm
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Topic: silecram, please come in.
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me is nothing
by silecram
Sat Oct 08, 2011 2:42 pm
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Topic: silecram, please come in.
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Now have a look, what is the difference between I and ME.
is there anything behind ME?

the difference between i and me is that all the little I's become a me... so without I no me...

Behind me there is as much nothing as behind I, hahahaha

so what to do, lol :)
by silecram
Sat Oct 08, 2011 2:25 pm
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Topic: silecram, please come in.
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check, what is it that drives the story? can you locate a driver? Can you see the character that is just playing out it's role perfectly? just life PLAYING out? So here i am:) had a busy few days daeling with stories and pulling out of them, haha:) Does the story needs an i to continue? I don't thin...
by silecram
Tue Oct 04, 2011 9:03 pm
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well well. this is exactly the right question you asked. can you answer it? is it possible? is it true already? Dear Ilona, it is definately true already that i is just a thought, there is no me to find. but it doesn't take away the story... it doesn't feel liberated since i am still there even tho ...
by silecram
Sun Oct 02, 2011 4:27 pm
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so how many of you are in there? i and me? can you find me anywhere? is it possible that it does not exists? what is that me that you are talking about? well there is no me at all, just thoughts... no i look for me but i cannot find any, all just thoughts it is possible that it does not exist that m...
by silecram
Sun Oct 02, 2011 12:59 pm
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Yes, it gets intense at this point and if this pain and sadness is here, just let it be here. It's ok. Allow it to be, it came for a visit. Can you look closely at that pain and honour it. See what is behind it. Describe what you see. The space in between thoughts is silence, but thoughts are part ...
by silecram
Thu Sep 29, 2011 7:40 pm
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where do thoughts come from? can they be controlled? is there a thinker and how would you know that? where does the thinking take place? there is no thinker there is only thought! there is no thinker only identification with thought! Thought come from 'space', the thinking takes place in my head... ...
by silecram
Wed Sep 28, 2011 4:24 pm
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getting cheated in a shop, anger comes, getting bad news from a friend, fear comes... but these feeling are attached to thoughts... i don't see anything else than thoughts coming and passing, but whene thoughts come and come they can make a story of me and others... only possible if there is a conti...
by silecram
Wed Sep 28, 2011 2:53 pm
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when believed thought can do eveything

but in reality thought can't do anything
by silecram
Tue Sep 27, 2011 6:12 pm
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Topic: silecram, please come in.
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yes, silecram, thaoughs are real. and there is not thinker. only thoughts passing by. like clouds in the sky... Physical pain is real. Emotional pain is real. what is it happening to? i don't really get this, i always have been told when i got thought or emotions that they are not real, now you say ...

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