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by Wolflarsen
Thu Jun 18, 2020 8:06 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

Thanks again Cal, really appreciate all the help.

Take care

Sean
by Wolflarsen
Sat Jun 13, 2020 4:48 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

Yeah i'll continue to let all of this sink in and practise self enquiry. I'm trying to let go of any expectations and take a relaxed approach. I really feel there has been a shift in perception so I guess I'll see how that goes. Is there anything you recommend i do from your experience?
by Wolflarsen
Fri Jun 12, 2020 12:58 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? There is no separate “Self/me/I” at any time and there never was. What I took to be a separate self was a story. An illusion built up and strengthened over the course of my life through constan...
by Wolflarsen
Tue Jun 09, 2020 5:52 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

Yes, fire away!
by Wolflarsen
Tue Jun 09, 2020 9:37 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

Hey Cal, Hope you're keeping well. Just wanted to report back that everything is good. Took my foot of the gas since we last spoke and just allowed things to be and it's been good. I relaxed and stopped doubting and questioning and feel much more grounded as a result. Thing's are sinking in and ther...
by Wolflarsen
Thu Jun 04, 2020 9:01 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

Hey Cal, The "self" that is looking, wanting verification, saying things like "how do you really, really, really, know ?" ...this is another thought coming along and asking you to prove something to thought itself. This cannot be done. Yes, I see the futility in this. It makes no sense, they are bot...
by Wolflarsen
Mon Jun 01, 2020 4:50 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

What I think you are doing is equating seeing no-self as full enlightenment. You want to experience the bliss and peace of the permanent thoughtless state. If this is the case, you will have to do the work to attain that. No-self is a great stronghold to begin from, keep in mind. To be honest I've ...
by Wolflarsen
Mon Jun 01, 2020 10:21 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

Sorry about all the messages. Just another thing. I think i have an expectation that when i see no self, in an instant, all irritation and frustration will evaporate, all effort will cease, my mind will instantly be thoughtless and at peace. All this will be coupled with a calm euphoria and in some ...
by Wolflarsen
Mon Jun 01, 2020 10:03 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

Just another thing i realised which really demonstrates how transient and false "Sean" is. If I were able to magically erase "Sean" from existence, hit the reset button so to speak, would I disappear? Or would just "Sean" with his past and future thoughts and life story disappear? Only "Sean" of cou...
by Wolflarsen
Sun May 31, 2020 9:24 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

Hi Cal, 1) Please explain the above BEFORE you get to the "but then". I see that there is a creation that existed solely in my mind, a character named "Sean". Sean has a past made up of experiences built on previous experiences going back to the moment it took itself to be separate. I am the awarene...
by Wolflarsen
Sun May 31, 2020 9:02 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

Cheers Cal, hear you loud and clear.

Might take a little more time to get back to you on this one, gonna really work and get clear on it.
by Wolflarsen
Sat May 30, 2020 9:34 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

1) OK, so what's there to "break through" to? Expectations and preconceptions are thoughts. Reality will not conform to that. Why is "right here now" not the final destination? Write your thoughts. I suppose that’s an expectation then. “Right, here, now” does feel to be the final destination, but i...
by Wolflarsen
Fri May 29, 2020 8:34 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

Hey Cal, The ability to be awareness as opposed to getting caught up in thoughts has grown a lot over the last week, I find it's becoming a lot less effortful to just be. I find it's quite easy to fall back into awareness without any pointer, which is a recent development. It's very clear that "Sean...
by Wolflarsen
Thu May 28, 2020 3:49 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

Hey Cal, When you say "I" created Sean, what does "I" mean? Where is the "I/Me/Self/Sean"? What do these words point to or reference? I guess a better way to phrase it would be, there was a Sean created, as opposed to I created a Sean. Because when I look for "I', I can't find anything substantial, ...
by Wolflarsen
Thu May 28, 2020 9:58 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.
Replies: 35
Views: 1032

Re: Feeling stuck and looking for some assistance.

HI Cal, I woke up at 5am this morning with the realisation that Sean is just a concept, a story. Everything good and bad that happened to Sean were done by a created character, a set of beliefs handed to him and labels stuck on him, but none of it is actually real. It's imagined. I don't feel "enlig...

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