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by Anu18
Thu Jun 18, 2020 7:52 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivien,

Thank you! I’ll go through your pointers again :)
by Anu18
Wed Jun 17, 2020 4:05 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivien, Are you saying that the thought “Am I going to raise the left or the right hand” was thought by a person, a ME, Anu? I know that there is no “I” doing the thinking but it feels like that. How could there be a doing without a doer? Is there someone doing thinking? What? Anu is the one d...
by Anu18
Tue Jun 16, 2020 3:06 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivien, You can go to thoughts? How do you do that? How do you go to thoughts? Where the physical locations of thoughts, where you can go to? There’s no physical location. But when I am doing the exercise to raise my hands, the thought mental conversation that is related to the current externa...
by Anu18
Sat Jun 13, 2020 9:04 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivien,

Sorry for the late reply. Had a busy day yesterday. Could I please have until Monday.

Thank you!
Anu
by Anu18
Thu Jun 11, 2020 5:47 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivien, What is it exactly that is choosing which hand to raise? Can you find a self/me or anything that is doing the choosing? If I don’t go to thoughts then there is no one choosing. Is there a me/I controlling and moving the hand? Is there a ‘I’ controlling which and to raise? Is there a co...
by Anu18
Wed Jun 10, 2020 3:52 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivien, What about decision making? Is it a doing? Or it’s just another happening? This still feels like I am the one choosing and making decisions. For example I feel hungry and a thought arises with the options and I choose/decide to eat pasta instead of pizza. Or which show to watch on the ...
by Anu18
Tue Jun 09, 2020 4:41 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivian, During the day spend as much time as you can to notice if there is an I that thinks, or there are only thoughts happening on its own, without anyone or anything doing it. Let me know what you find. Thoughts definitely happen on their own without anyone or anything doing it :) Thank you...
by Anu18
Mon Jun 08, 2020 2:49 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivien, Can you trace back where thoughts are coming from? Can you see where they are going? I can’t find the source of thoughts or where they go. They just appear and disappear. What is making these thoughts happen? Can you find a thought-generator? Can a thinker be found making these thought...
by Anu18
Sun Jun 07, 2020 1:18 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivien, I can clearly see that all the questions you asked comes down to this voice in the head that says My body, my life, my clothes etc and it’s very clear that whatever says me, mine, Anu etc is just a voice in my head claiming to be the owner of everything yet it feels so real. Who feels ...
by Anu18
Fri Jun 05, 2020 4:27 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivien,

These are some really interesting pointers and I really want to take some time with theses questions. Please give me sometime. I’ll reply to you tomorrow or on Saturday.

Thank you :)
Anu
by Anu18
Thu Jun 04, 2020 4:54 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivien, Some pointers are very clear and I recognize that there is no mind needed for those but it's still not 100% So are you saying that a mind actually shows up in your daily life as an INSTRUMENT? Or is this just a thought speculation? It seems like thought speculation because I can't find...
by Anu18
Wed Jun 03, 2020 4:29 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivien, Thank you for continuing to work with me and I really appreciate your help! :) What is mind? Do you believe that there is one? If you say yes, then how do you know that? Can you experience a mind? How? I always believed that there is a mind because that's what holds everything together...
by Anu18
Tue Jun 02, 2020 12:46 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivien, I really appreciate your reply! I completely agree with you and I definitely do not wish to accumulate more beliefs. I really want to go through with this. I can promise to be very sincere and honest in my effort however I only have one concern that I have no control over the outcome. ...
by Anu18
Mon Jun 01, 2020 6:08 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivien, I just wanted to express my gratitude again for all your time!! I will definitely need some time to respond to your questions :) The thing is that my blog is quite old, I wrote those posts several years ago, and I no longer agree with most of it. At some point I was even contemplating ...
by Anu18
Sun May 31, 2020 5:08 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Need help in seeing clearly
Replies: 48
Views: 568

Re: Need help in seeing clearly

Hello Vivien, Thank you for your time :) So when eating, would you say that awareness is eating, or does it FEEL that I am eating? When walking, does it feel like that awareness is waking, or does it FEEL that I am walking? When thinking, does it feel like that awareness is thinking, or does it FEEL...

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