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by beingmetta
Fri Jul 03, 2020 7:51 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Hi Vivien, Went away on a last minute trip into the forest for a couple days just got back. How’s does it feel to see this? Sensations happen that are felt, but there is no I to feel them. There is labels coming up but no one for them to stick too. While There is a story created about the feelings t...
by beingmetta
Mon Jun 29, 2020 8:10 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Hello Vivien I cannot Experiance Cole or the brain. Who/what is it that cannot experience Cole or the brain? there is no Experiancer just Just experience. What is it that is trying to experience it? I cannot see,touch, feel, hear, or smell Cole or the brain A thought is trying to label Experiance th...
by beingmetta
Wed Jun 24, 2020 10:09 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Hi Vivien, nothings happening inside anything. the thought inside is a sticky one. And where does this thought sticking to? -there is nothing/no one for the thought to get stuck to. A thought isnt truth. I cannot Experiance Cole or the brain. There is thoughts/imagination creating a story about Cole...
by beingmetta
Mon Jun 22, 2020 12:31 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Hi Vivien, The reason I described it as this iz was because describing it seems to come with a belief. Where I thought iz is just what is....trying to not label but it's just another label. OK. So you call WHAT IS as ‘iz’ what is = iz what is- is the happening. but labeling thoughts and sensations (...
by beingmetta
Thu Jun 18, 2020 6:18 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Hi Vivien, In experiance there is no separation or lines where things start or end there's just the iz and then labels for everything What do you mean by ‘iz’ exactly? If you could give it another name, what would it be? The word that comes up is nothingness: The reason I described it as this iz was...
by beingmetta
Wed Jun 17, 2020 6:21 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Hi there,

Will respond tmr.



Cheers
by beingmetta
Sat Jun 13, 2020 12:14 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Hi Vivien, Is that iz everything arising and passing in that izness In experiance there is no separation or lines where things start or end there's just the iz and then labels for everything How do you know that things arising and passing IN isness? in Experiance seeing, hearing, and feeling tasting...
by beingmetta
Wed Jun 10, 2020 9:25 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Hi there, Emotions appear as feelings IN the body. Usually in the chest area, the throat, the shoulders as contracted sensations (if they are unpleasant emotions). Ok sensations that would lead to thoughts of self Let me go back to one of your previous post. You wrote: Inversely Where I can create a...
by beingmetta
Mon Jun 08, 2020 8:53 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Hello, Feeling whatever is here is an essential part of awakening. If feelings are locked out, if feeling emotions are being avoided and pushed, then that just fortifies the belief in the me, who doesn’t want to feel. Gotcha What happens if you just sit for a while, and just let any sensations, feel...
by beingmetta
Thu Jun 04, 2020 7:19 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Hey there,
I posted above my last responce :)
by beingmetta
Wed Jun 03, 2020 9:50 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Hello again, :) I meant to send that last message before but it just posted now. As soon as you notice that it FEELS that there is a me/Cole doing all of these, stop for a moment, and FEEL the sensation in the body that FEELS to be me. I've struggled to do this one, connecting my emotions to the bod...
by beingmetta
Wed Jun 03, 2020 9:27 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Hi there,
I am still sitting in that last part trying to speak from Experiance not intellectual understanding

Thanks
Cole c
by beingmetta
Sat May 30, 2020 3:26 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Helllllloooooo, When you are not looking, but in the midst of your everyday life, does it FEEL like that I am the doer, I am the thinker, I’m feeling emotions, I am making decisions? During everyday life right now? When there is no investigating, Yes, emotions come up that i own, When there is thing...
by beingmetta
Thu May 28, 2020 10:14 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Hello, And what if the seeming self is the one asking the questions? Through investigation there is no self just Experience... There is no one i can touch or see. Just thoughts that come into Experience and feelings that come up as sensations that would be attached to nothing, unless labelled as a I...
by beingmetta
Sun May 24, 2020 6:07 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking to lose the me
Replies: 80
Views: 1451

Re: Looking to lose the me

Hello, This last week was full of moments that were great to look for a self. The last message you sent brought up alot of thoughts and feelings in the self. While at the same time My ex-partner wrote me a breakup message that conicoded with some of the messages in this chat the same week. About exp...

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