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by IstinSkiat
Tue Oct 06, 2020 6:56 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

But peace is always here, waiting for you to notice it. And it’s here in this moment, under the turmoil. It’s here in any present sound, color, smell, taste, any present sensation. Yes, yes I know that, I try to remember it to myself when things get rough. Sometimes I can feel it and this brings pe...
by IstinSkiat
Tue Oct 06, 2020 7:38 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

Hi Vivien! Yes, I'm with you! Very much! I'm thinking about what we talked about very often. My life situation is very complicated and intensive the last few days and I cant find the time to peace my mind and go on with the deep looking. I mean I have the time, last night I slept only for an hour an...
by IstinSkiat
Fri Oct 02, 2020 5:04 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

Hi Vivian Yes, isn’t this why you are here, to see that there is no separate me in any shape or form, other than an idea? Yes, yes, YES! I'm here for the full-on truth! Whatever it is! So what is this I that is IN now? Is this I here now? Here now, there are thoughts about that "I". The "I" is not p...
by IstinSkiat
Thu Oct 01, 2020 8:00 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

Hi Vivian! So what or who is it that is using effort to be in the now? What/who is making effort? Ivan? At first I would answer "I, Ivan is making effort to notice being in the now". At least it felt like this.. But as you very accurately mentioned earlier - The saying that “it feels like” doesn’t c...
by IstinSkiat
Tue Sep 29, 2020 9:20 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

Hello Vivien! Soo, your last reply was very striking to me! It really opened my eyes somehow. Its the whole post, but mainly: Can you see that you are only fantasizing here? Can you see that it’s impossible to look around inside the head? I saw clearly that I was really fantasizing! All of the time,...
by IstinSkiat
Sun Sep 27, 2020 8:18 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

Wow, this replay hit me hard! And I love it!
I will ponder over it all for a while and replay later. You know, you are really good at what you are doing!? Just WOW!
by IstinSkiat
Sun Sep 27, 2020 7:22 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

So just as you were looking around inside a room, look around INSIDE the HEAD. What do you see inside? I see thoughts. Many Thoughts. Some come as a logical succession of the previous ones, some are random. And I feel that some thoughts produce feelings inside my chest and belly area. I don't like ...
by IstinSkiat
Sun Sep 27, 2020 6:06 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

Hi Vivian, Please, put all the books and videos aside, we are going to be focusing on what you see, rather than what you have learned. Can we agree on this? Ok, I will put aside all and this time I will really try and start telling you only what I REALLY see, NOT what I believe, NOT what I've learne...
by IstinSkiat
Sat Sep 26, 2020 2:40 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

Hello Vivian! I'm so happy you decided to take over my guiding! I know about you from an interview I read a few months ago on Luchana's blog - www.luchanaslife.com Shes the one that showed me this forum. I'm so exited about you guiding me! :) Thank you so much! Is it OK if I call you Ian? Or would y...
by IstinSkiat
Fri Sep 04, 2020 2:24 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

Hello Simon! Long time no see! How are you? I hope everything is fine with you! With me...things are moving fast, and paradoxically I'm stuck as hell! I mean in my outer life things are changing a lot. Me and my family is moving to a bigger city, my daughter will go to school there in a few weeks, w...
by IstinSkiat
Thu Jun 04, 2020 8:12 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

I wanted to also tell you how I feel about suffering. Yesterday I was reading some part of "The power of now" by Eckhard Tolle and he was pointing out that suffering is just resisting what is already here and now. And I see it very clearly! The goal is not this burning in my chest to end. It may con...
by IstinSkiat
Thu Jun 04, 2020 8:02 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

Hi Simon, Thanks for the post and the links. They were very helpful and right on point. In the last few days, even tough the burning in the chest is present, I'm starting to feel this still background, that all the teachers are talking about. I can feel, even for some glimpses, that all I feel, or s...
by IstinSkiat
Wed Jun 03, 2020 5:03 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

Great!
Looking forward!
by IstinSkiat
Sun May 31, 2020 4:42 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

Hi Simon, thanks for responding :) Yes, pets are wonderful and can fill your life with lots of love, but they are also big responsibility and sometimes pain in the ass:) We have a small pure white rabbit with blue eyes. Its unreal how beautiful it is, but on the other hand our living room is a mess ...
by IstinSkiat
Sun May 24, 2020 10:51 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth
Replies: 44
Views: 1168

Re: So tired of the search! Please help me find the Truth

Ian I am sorry for a long delay, hopefully I am back on track now. Its been very busy and my drive for any kind of enquiry dropped off. I hope you would still like to continue…? I should be able to respond more promptly now. Hi Simon! No worries, I understand that this kind of guidance requires rel...

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