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by domostroy
Fri Jul 24, 2020 10:10 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Hi, sure. Last time I was looking at what was in front of me, which happened to be a radiator. I tried to just look. Without trying :) Well, without any interference at all, and without actively keeping interference away. I notice how there are impulses and thoughts to correct or "improve" looking, ...
by domostroy
Tue Jul 21, 2020 2:31 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Hi, still the same thing. Hoping for a shift. I don't know what I need to do or experience to make it happen. I went through lots of exercises from this forum, I don't think I need any of them anymore. They seem to be enough for most people but apparently not for me. I'm also doing the observing pra...
by domostroy
Sat Jul 18, 2020 5:31 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Hi,


I'm back, with nothing to report.
Haven't had time for anything but kids and sleep the past week.


I hope you're fine,

J.
by domostroy
Sat Jul 11, 2020 9:19 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Hi :)


Nothing to report.
I will be travelling with my kids soon, it's likely I won't be able to write anything for about a week.


All the best,

J.
by domostroy
Thu Jul 09, 2020 10:00 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Hi,


nothing new here :)
Could you please answer my PM?


I hope you're fine,

J.
by domostroy
Sun Jul 05, 2020 8:08 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Hi, thank you.


I will. Otherwise, nothing to tell.


All the best,


J.
by domostroy
Thu Jul 02, 2020 2:39 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Sure. It's pretty standard. Procrastination, finding other things "I have" to do and so on. General tendencies to avoid what you suggested, even though this process is really super important to me.


I hope getting back to work went smooth and was enjoyable!


J.
by domostroy
Wed Jul 01, 2020 11:05 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Hi,

no questions, nothing to report, really :)
I have been busy with life the past few days, so no a lot of time for other things.
Besides that, I also notice some avoidance.

All the best,

J.
by domostroy
Tue Jun 30, 2020 5:52 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Hi :)


Sorry, forgot about rules. I should write daily.

No, nothing at all to report.


All the best,

J.
by domostroy
Sat Jun 27, 2020 11:43 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Hi,

I don't really have anything to report.
It's difficult, I'm not used to this level of subtlety.
At the same time, I want more of the trying without trying :)
I would like to stay with this a few more days, if it is ok.

J.
by domostroy
Thu Jun 25, 2020 1:30 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Hi :)

I find it impossible to do as per instructions, they are way too complicated for me.
Too much to keep in mind while doing something else.
The best I can do is to be with the breathing.

All the best,

J.
by domostroy
Sun Jun 21, 2020 11:44 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Hi Bananafish, there's something I have noticed quite a long time ago, but keep forgetting. Every time I pay attention to it, "my" thoughts have "my" voice, even in silence. Maybe I should mention that I often think out loud or whisper to myself, even though I'm not quite that old :) My kids often l...
by domostroy
Fri Jun 19, 2020 11:50 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Hi,

I am looking forward to it.
I am truly very grateful.

J.
by domostroy
Fri Jun 19, 2020 1:24 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Sorry for the double post, I don't know how it happened.
by domostroy
Fri Jun 19, 2020 1:22 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: ja
Replies: 365
Views: 15953

Re: ja

Hi Bananafish, thank you. Please tell how self is felt to be now. Unchanged. There was a period of it not being very obvious lately, but right now I'd say it's as it has always been. I am writing this. I am wondering what is wrong with me. I am thinking that the self "should" no longer be here. It d...

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