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by StaffordJR
Mon Nov 30, 2020 10:30 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking for deep rest
Replies: 15
Views: 819

Re: Looking for deep rest

Happy thanksgiving Stafford! I do admit that i didn't know how to write back after your last message. I seemed like there was nothing to write. All this concepts, stories, explanations, expectations are just ideas, they don't really exist. There's nothing i can ask you more after what you told me. ...
by StaffordJR
Fri Nov 27, 2020 9:49 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking for deep rest
Replies: 15
Views: 819

Re: Looking for deep rest

Happy Thanksgiving Frederico [emoji884][emoji3511][emoji3587][emoji178][emoji3059]

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by StaffordJR
Tue Nov 24, 2020 9:22 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking for deep rest
Replies: 15
Views: 819

Re: Looking for deep rest

I had a couple of days to really let it sink and feel it. I think i can perceive what you're talking about, are you talking about the silence or the space in which i'm experiencing life? I have to admit that i can experience it, but never by itself only with the emotions, toughts, things happening ...
by StaffordJR
Sat Nov 21, 2020 12:13 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking for deep rest
Replies: 15
Views: 819

Re: Looking for deep rest

Good job on taking me out of the wrong alley my friend. I understand your points, all of this is making me question even more everything, sometimes i think, that probably questioning too much. I still want to be a funcional Human being in society, and it seems that the nothingness and inexistence o...
by StaffordJR
Thu Nov 19, 2020 10:13 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking for deep rest
Replies: 15
Views: 819

Re: Looking for deep rest

Stafford my friend, sorry for the delay, a few rough days here. I have to admit, that the more i read the more confused i am, but in a good way, i think. So yes, i can grasp the fact that there's awareness noticing everything that i was saying is happening to me ( drama, trauma, misery, anger, etc)...
by StaffordJR
Mon Nov 16, 2020 8:53 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking for deep rest
Replies: 15
Views: 819

Re: Looking for deep rest

Stafford my friend! Well i think that the Ego is almost always in command, always trying to grasp, to understand, to control. I've been having a fee glimpses of the Self, of the boundless me, at least three times this last month, and it seems to happen when i notice the illusion of the ego, the hal...
by StaffordJR
Sun Nov 15, 2020 10:37 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking for deep rest
Replies: 15
Views: 819

Re: Looking for deep rest

Stafford my friend! Well i think that the Ego is almost always in command, always trying to grasp, to understand, to control. I've been having a fee glimpses of the Self, of the boundless me, at least three times this last month, and it seems to happen when i notice the illusion of the ego, the hal...
by StaffordJR
Fri Nov 13, 2020 10:06 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking for deep rest
Replies: 15
Views: 819

Re: Looking for deep rest

Hello Stafford! I'm absolutely comfortable ;) My pleasure to be guided by you... I'm ready! Whenever your ready and want to start, let's do it :) Best Frederico Hi Frederico Great Let's Start & Apologies for the Late reply !!! OK so let's start Here & See Through the Strong Ego Illusion You were Me...
by StaffordJR
Thu Nov 12, 2020 4:10 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Looking for deep rest
Replies: 15
Views: 819

Re: Looking for deep rest

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this? That Lu is being pointed to the fact that there are no separate selfs, that the I is just an illusion, there is just being, the happening. And there is no one or nothing in control, just life happen...
by StaffordJR
Wed Nov 04, 2020 9:56 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Skeptic yet mystical with higher self & multi-dimensional belief system
Replies: 11
Views: 361

Re: Skeptic yet mystical with higher self & multi-dimensional belief system

When am I controlling the mind: This depends on which mind you refer to. If it is the reactive mind, that is never controlled. If it is the heart-mind then it is controlled only when I choose so, but can still be auto-piloted/reactionary. Both are still in the now. Yes I can choose what my heart mi...
by StaffordJR
Fri Oct 30, 2020 10:42 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Skeptic yet mystical with higher self & multi-dimensional belief system
Replies: 11
Views: 361

Re: Skeptic yet mystical with higher self & multi-dimensional belief system

I notice two experiences with this: 1. When I am simply sensing/being aware of an object or thought, it is an impersonal awareness with no attachment to it. 2. When I let my mind attach to it and it starts trying to label it or try to analyze and make sense of it, then it is my mind/ego that is sti...
by StaffordJR
Mon Oct 26, 2020 8:54 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Skeptic yet mystical with higher self & multi-dimensional belief system
Replies: 11
Views: 361

Re: Skeptic yet mystical with higher self & multi-dimensional belief system

As per the exercise of noticing when I am sensing/thinking, it is "now" but that now is so fleeting that as soon as I am aware/thinking of it, then it becomes an attachment to the past. Great Work Brennanquest !!! When Noticing The I am sensing / thinking, the fleeting now & being aware of IT becom...
by StaffordJR
Sun Oct 25, 2020 8:14 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Skeptic yet mystical with higher self & multi-dimensional belief system
Replies: 11
Views: 361

Re: Skeptic yet mystical with higher self & multi-dimensional belief system

Thx for the warm welcome Stafford <3 I am totally on board to staying in the bounds of direct experience. Very interested, and looking forward to some guidance! Love & Light to you Hi Brennanquest You're so Welcome & Apologies for the Late Reply. I Work weird hours however I will post once a day mo...
by StaffordJR
Thu Oct 22, 2020 10:19 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Skeptic yet mystical with higher self & multi-dimensional belief system
Replies: 11
Views: 361

Re: Skeptic yet mystical with higher self & multi-dimensional belief system

Thx for the warm welcome Stafford <3 I am totally on board to staying in the bounds of direct experience. Very interested, and looking forward to some guidance! Love & Light to you Hi Brennanquest You're so Welcome & Apologies for the Late Reply. I Work weird hours however I will post once a day mo...
by StaffordJR
Wed Oct 21, 2020 8:18 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Skeptic yet mystical with higher self & multi-dimensional belief system
Replies: 11
Views: 361

Re: Skeptic yet mystical with higher self & multi-dimensional belief system

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this? My current understanding is that there is a theory called nondualism that states that reality is an illusion...though I've heard multiple versions of this ranging from "reality is not real" to "real...

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