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by mockroot
Wed Dec 12, 2018 4:25 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever? No, and there never was one. 2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now. What t...
by mockroot
Tue Dec 11, 2018 11:22 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

ok. That's good. I see that you have seen that there is no separate self in the earlier stages of our conversation. i think that you are ready for final questions.. Let's clear 1-2 remaining fields and go to final questions. Okay, sure :) Bring up a thought about a character labelled "friend". Then...
by mockroot
Mon Dec 10, 2018 3:19 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

What is your current feeling ? Do you still feel as a an "i" looking back from those eyes ? This used to be a background feeling - like I am looking from my eyes - but I've found that it is not there anymore. Most of the time, I'm in a sort of flow, especially when meditating. I could feel this whe...
by mockroot
Sun Dec 09, 2018 12:54 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

Did you decide to get lost in thought? Or did it simply happen? When "you" come back to present moment experiencing, did you control how/when this happened? It simply happened, and there is no one controlling coming back to present moment. Can you control thought any more than you can control sound...
by mockroot
Sat Dec 08, 2018 1:53 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

Everything okay Vlad ? Yes, Adil, sorry I didn't write yesterday. So can you please tell me what is the actual experience of a location ? an inside ? an outside ? For an inside and outside to make sense, there has to a boundary. And boundaries, like objects and sense of location, are like a mind's ...
by mockroot
Thu Dec 06, 2018 6:08 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

Oh dear. As I was looking and holding these questions in mind, I suddenly realized that all there is are sensations - be it the visual field, body feelings, pressure, hearing, thoughts - this is all there is! And then there was a sense of deep unity with reality, no boundaries dividing my body and t...
by mockroot
Wed Dec 05, 2018 5:41 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

Then ask this- could you have made a different decision at given circumstances? Was that the best and only way to proceed? Was there any free will involved, as in could you choose independently of situation? Was it you that made a choice or situation made you take the only way possible? It happened...
by mockroot
Wed Dec 05, 2018 1:16 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

There are only the thoughts about which hand to raise, an intention of raising a hand, and the event of its raising. Sometimes, there are no thoughts, or intention and the event are simultaneous. What is it exactly that is choosing which hand to raise? Why that hand but not the other ? There is noth...
by mockroot
Wed Dec 05, 2018 12:12 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

I see, thank you!

But let's look the idea of free will, body, and time to go deeper then i will give you the final questions ok ?

Yes, sure.
by mockroot
Wed Dec 05, 2018 11:57 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

How do you feel ? Well, I feel different. It's as though nothing has changed - there are still colors, thoughts, emotions and feelings, but my attitude towards them is different. I feel detachment from pleasure and pain, thinking: "This is fine". I'm starting to get that in reality, there is no "go...
by mockroot
Wed Dec 05, 2018 11:31 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

Yes, it's really simple :D Who is driving life? What’s really going on when you say “I”? Is there a center perceives ? Or life simply unfolding ? Nobody is driving life. There is indeed no manager, making actions and decisions. "I" is a concept, which is used to tell stories; thoughts also tell stor...
by mockroot
Mon Dec 03, 2018 2:26 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

So if i say please see, touch, smell, hear, or taste this "self", can you experience this self ? or it can only be thought ? I try, but there is nothing except inner voice, and feeling of location - which really proves nothing. Before we go to exercises about thought stories let's see what is direc...
by mockroot
Sun Dec 02, 2018 1:08 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

Is there a gap between a feeler, felt and the feeling Focus on feeling, what do you feel right now? What is that sensation without a label / without a thought ? Now look behind, is there really a feeler of sensation? Is there I that feels it? While feeling, see if you can find the feeler? Right now...
by mockroot
Sat Dec 01, 2018 1:44 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

When you say " how come I have lived all my life with a belief that I exist?" what is this "i" in the sentence ? Can you tell what it is and where exactly is it's location ? At first a thought came up: "It is that which experiences life". But if I try to be more specific, it doesn't work. What is e...
by mockroot
Fri Nov 30, 2018 4:18 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Please guide me
Replies: 49
Views: 3787

Re: Please guide me

Can you tell me what comes when i say, There is you! You don't exist! There is no you in any shape or form! Never existed and never will be! Please tell me in detail what ever comes when you read this. Confusion, mixed with denial and fear. Questions come up: "If that's true, how come I have lived ...

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