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by apmfree
Tue Oct 02, 2018 3:20 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Re: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

Just a curious side question: what location has arisen now?
Labeling this experience as a 'location' is not really that important anymore. That being said, location 4 comes up.
by apmfree
Sun Sep 30, 2018 9:44 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Re: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

Hi Tim

First off apologizes for the belated responsive. The body has been experience a fever and sickness however this experience is just perfectly fine, in fact blissful. :)

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?

None can ...
by apmfree
Thu Sep 27, 2018 10:35 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Re: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

None at all. There life flowing + awareness. Nothing else. What else could it be?

Thank you so much! This has been an AMAZING experience. :)
by apmfree
Tue Sep 25, 2018 9:46 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Re: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

Hi Tim,

Reality is becoming more clear. The false is seen as false! :-)

And what about a sense of agency?

Very little sense of agency is showing up. There is awareness of the body moving. Words appear out of the mouth. Thoughts appear. Breathing happens. But it is clear there is no doer, no ...
by apmfree
Mon Sep 24, 2018 11:04 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Re: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

Hi Tim,

I did not go outside. Instead I looked out my window. It's a bit cold in Boston today!

Sit and look out the window or be outside. Look at whatever scene is "out there".
Lightly bear the realisation, that "you" are this ONE THING.
Lightly bear the realisation, that those objects/trees/etc ...
by apmfree
Fri Sep 21, 2018 10:00 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Re: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

Hi Tim,

Keep looking at those things some more. Look deeply. Write back what is seen.

I’ve been looking deeper and here’s what’s come up…

TIME

I realized that there’s only the present moment. The past is but a memory (thoughts) and the future is of course only thoughts!

The past being ...
by apmfree
Thu Sep 20, 2018 10:43 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Re: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

Hi Tim,

OK, give me another day to dive and look deeper. Will write back soon! :)
by apmfree
Tue Sep 18, 2018 9:38 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Re: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

Could you use a thief to catch a thief?

Haha..of course not! Just like an eye cannot see itself.

How does actual experience compare to thought?

The actual experience blows away the imagined one. Still have the taste of the pear in my mouth. Just ate it. YUM!!

Which feels more real?

The ...
by apmfree
Mon Sep 17, 2018 6:28 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Re: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

Hi Tim

Checking in. The knot in my stomach is almost desolved and there does not seem to be any thoughts attached to this sensation!

However now there is emotions (sensation + thoughts) in the throat and solar plexus. I'm in the process of selling my house right now, it's been on the market for ...
by apmfree
Sat Sep 15, 2018 1:26 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Re: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

Hi Tim

You’ve given me a lot to chew on :)

I’ve followed the emotions coming out of my tightness in my gut throughout the day.

One last thing, feelings/emotions are actually a composite of multiple things on that list - they are not on the list in their own right. An emotion is a concept. It is ...
by apmfree
Fri Sep 14, 2018 1:05 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Re: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

Hi Tim,

Great to hear from you!

Which PNSE location would you say you landed in from taking the Finders Course, and which PNSE location would you say you are in right now?

I landed in Location 3 by the end of Finders Course. It was an amazing ride. :)

Right now, I believe I’m in early location ...
by apmfree
Tue Sep 11, 2018 4:28 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Re: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

Great question!

I am familiar with the Finders Course. What is it that you hope to get from Liberation Unleashed, which was not already gained from the Finders Course?

I had a profound shift of my day to day experience as a result of going through Finders Course. This included: increase ...
by apmfree
Mon Sep 10, 2018 4:05 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Re: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

Should I call you apmfree, or is there some other name you prefer to go by?
You can call me Amit. (my real name)
by apmfree
Mon Sep 10, 2018 3:55 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Re: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

Hi Tim,

That sounds great! Instructions are crystal clear.

Look forward to beginning this journey. :)
by apmfree
Mon Sep 03, 2018 9:43 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!
Replies: 26
Views: 8717

Hello from Boston, looking to stabilize into 'no self'!

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
That the idea of a self is an illusion created by the mind. "I","me", "my" point to other thoughts or to nothing. The mind labels thoughts with "I","me","my" to create the illusion of a doer. None ...

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