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by Cyclewave
Thu Feb 14, 2019 1:22 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

Ok, try asking this: is there I ? Is there sense of separateness? Where is this sense of separateness? Which muscular tension informs about separateness? Yes there seems to be tensions...in the head and the guts. I ask and ask and the answer is always no,yet the illusion of separation seems to pers...
by Cyclewave
Fri Feb 08, 2019 5:22 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

I am just asking and asking the questions over and over, "who am I", "what is this" "what am I?...etc...waiting for the sense of separateness to go away, or be seen through...or for some kind of illusion/confusion to stop happening. I know I cant stop thoughts, and I am mostly seeing them as mind mo...
by Cyclewave
Fri Feb 08, 2019 12:42 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

Hi Ilona, Glad you're back. Still here. Still studying, meditating, traveling, doing all the things that this lens for the universe to see one facet of itself through has been doing. Also, apparently, the same sense of needing to be a little farther along, or that something is very near but not quit...
by Cyclewave
Wed Dec 05, 2018 4:28 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

Here is a question for you, are you ready for the final questions? If not, what is in the way? Love How can there be anything other than liberation here. Sometimes it does feel like all he suffering is lifted and clinging to states of mind ceases. Other times, when tired, I feel like a fraud. Not s...
by Cyclewave
Tue Nov 13, 2018 4:27 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

Dear peter, thank you for sharing. I can see that slowly but surely something is changing. The mindfulness, the being present shows up and that’s a good indication that you know the place where the peace is found. Something is changing, everything, from moment to moment....so...all I can do is stay...
by Cyclewave
Fri Oct 26, 2018 12:55 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

Just trying to live every moment consciously and awake. Beliefs are dropping away..waiting and seeking are hanging on, mainly to the belief that there is still someplace to go or something to see or attain. Feels like a long journey, frustrating at times that some people seem to get it, while others...
by Cyclewave
Fri Oct 19, 2018 9:27 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

Waiting for the veil to lift - that’s it. There is nothing to lift. The veil does not go anywhere. So what is happening here, is waiting for something to change, something to appear differently. And that waiting in itself is the tension that wants to be lifted. Meet it. Welcome it and really see it...
by Cyclewave
Mon Oct 08, 2018 6:34 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

Thank you for sharing what is going on with you. Sounds that something has changed, as in some of the restlessness going away and laughing at the concepts. But there is still seeking for something.. what would that be? Waiting for a veil to lift. There is still so much unclarity. There is this awar...
by Cyclewave
Thu Oct 04, 2018 12:10 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

What is still arising? I don't know anymore. Nothing, it seems can really be known, no-one to know it, noone lasting anyway. These thoughts are seen as dreams, apparent phenomena. Yet as life goes on there is still so meuch heaviness and seeking appearing. How can I reconcile these two streams of be...
by Cyclewave
Sat Sep 29, 2018 6:48 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

Everything is still arising, out of nothing... The patterns in my head makes it seem like nothing has changed, still waiting, as for a veil to lift. Yet every day it seems like I am seeing more of what is. Thankful for the sour moods and dark thoughts...they make the impermanence of everything more ...
by Cyclewave
Sun Sep 23, 2018 4:40 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

I hear you! Is anything in the way of being? Do you need to do anything, loose anything in order to be? What should be different right here right now? And when is not right here right now? Yes, you are right, there is nothing to lose, gain or change...it is always here and now... You see this alrea...
by Cyclewave
Thu Sep 20, 2018 1:23 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

Time feels real, the body feels real. the heaviness feels real...grateful just to be here, yet how can this be liberation? Nothing is seen, or seen through. There is an intellectual understanding of the so called non-duality ideas, and maybe they are coloring my thoughts. All I want to do is just be...
by Cyclewave
Tue Sep 18, 2018 6:29 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

Nice, thank you for sharing. No changes of state? Are you still looking to change the state? It is lovely to notice effortlessness. Sounds that something has shifted? What else are you noticing that seems different from before we started this conversation? Love Well the person is still looking to c...
by Cyclewave
Fri Sep 14, 2018 4:16 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

Another day of everything arising from nothing...no changes of state and immersed in thoughts but seeing that they are just more clouds in the sky...they come and go...meditation is helpful for maintaining my equanimity, even though practices can't really change what is, or the process of recognizin...
by Cyclewave
Wed Sep 12, 2018 11:31 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: An end to seeking possible
Replies: 244
Views: 11516

Re: An end to seeking possible

Good work. Ok, restlessness. A sensation called restlessness. What is behind it? What is its job? This energy itself, is felt and honoured. It’s as if it wants you to really take a good look at it. And you keep turning away. So gently allow it to arise in be present to whatever form it takes. And s...

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