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by JayJ
Thu Dec 22, 2016 7:03 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

I'm ready for the questions.

Hit "me"
by JayJ
Thu Dec 22, 2016 4:41 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

Hi Wesley Been rushed off my feet for days now, feeling soooo tired. I have been doing as you asked to see when exactly a decision or choice is made. This answer is gonna be fairly short as all that is noticed is that a choice is made the body moves in tune with that choice then a thought will arise...
by JayJ
Wed Dec 14, 2016 11:27 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

Hi Wesley Im certain now there is no "I" and never was. This doesnt stop me from thinking im an "I" in certain circumstances but it is seen as just an illusion that is still just happening. How do choices and decisions work? As there is no "I" then choice and decisions make no sense. Thoughts arise ...
by JayJ
Wed Dec 14, 2016 12:09 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

Back now Wesley, sorry about all that. Okay, let's look at hearing next. I have an exercise for you. Sit quietly somewhere, doesn't need to be long maybe 5-10 minutes or longer if you'd like. Listen to the sounds happening and notice any labeling by thoughts such as "car, rain, dog, people, etc." -W...
by JayJ
Tue Dec 13, 2016 8:57 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

Hi Wesley

Things have been mad over here with xmas and stuff. I will reply fully in an hour or 2.

Still 100% interested. I will complete the hearing exercise and we can take it from there.

Sorry about taking so long to reply

Jay
by JayJ
Fri Dec 09, 2016 10:47 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

Hi Wesley Im fine with all the questions, Im enjoying the looking. Keep em coming :) JayJ wrote: Right now im about to have a meeting about my son at his school. There is some anxiety and nervousness. Those feelings are here and real but i cannot find an actual "I" that owns them. But there still is...
by JayJ
Thu Dec 08, 2016 10:03 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

Hi Wesley It's like a ghost, yes. Let's take it a step further - what if it just doesn't exist? Could that be? Is there any reason you can find in your experience that it should or does exist? Right now im about to have a meeting about my son at his school. There is some anxiety and nervousness. Tho...
by JayJ
Wed Dec 07, 2016 10:23 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

Hi Wesley Yes a Christmas tree. Now to describe the "I" lol. I like what you did here. The "I" has no objective qualities. No size, no shape, taste, colour or anything else. It's like a ghost. The "I" has nothing solid that can be grabbed or shown, it just arises in thought which gives it an apparen...
by JayJ
Tue Dec 06, 2016 8:07 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

Hi Wesley Better just leave my question maybe i will ask again later. Instead I did the exercise :) The object is about 6 feet tall. It is green and has an overall triangular shape. It is covered in red green and gold balls around 5cm in diameter. In random spots all over are very bright objects. Th...
by JayJ
Sun Dec 04, 2016 10:16 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

Hi Wesley The shift may have already taken place but was overlooking the simplicity. Any seeking, only if a thought arises about seeking but the thought is seen as just another thought. I might still get caught up in it but that must just be how it works? I cannot find anyone thinking any thoughts, ...
by JayJ
Sat Dec 03, 2016 10:48 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

Hi Wesley I will bookmark the thread and back aswell more often. Okay great, so then I would like you to read the following statement and please write anything and everything that comes up, thoughts, feelings, sensations, etc. There is no "I," there never has been and never will be. No one controlli...
by JayJ
Fri Dec 02, 2016 1:11 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

Hi Wesley

Still here, not receiving any emails to say you have replied.

Then forgetting completely about the whole thing.

Gonna sort out the settings so we can go about this daily. Very sorry about this.
by JayJ
Sun Nov 27, 2016 12:29 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

Hi Wesley Happy thanksgiving to you. Seeing througn the illusion wont change my life or its circumstances. I think the feeling will be more of a relief than anything else, to finally realize there is no personal responsibility for what happens in my life. No more i should have done this or that diff...
by JayJ
Fri Nov 25, 2016 1:04 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

Hi wesley

Are you there?
by JayJ
Wed Nov 23, 2016 11:48 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.
Replies: 39
Views: 4912

Re: Had a glimpse, but deeper looking needed.

Our aim is to look in direct experience, yes, but again don't be afraid to say anything. Just say what's true for you, and if it isn't from your direct experience that's fine because we can always look into that. No problem I will answer with honesty and just say whats true for me in the moment. Ja...

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